"We were both young when I first saw you." -Love Story
I met Ken when we were in kindergarten. It's so oldschool ;) We were bestfriends.
And everything has changed when we were in high school.
"I can't help it if you look like an angel." -Hey Stephen
He looks so gorgeous. I tried to get his attention. I tried so hard and then I realised that I am not myself anymore. I tried to be perfect, but that's not me. And then something bad happened. He became someone's boyfriend. It was really hurt! It destroyed me. I felt like he knocked me down to the ground. I felt like my heart torn to pieces :'(
"She better hold him tight, give him all her love." -Teardrops on My Guitar
And then, Ken --he still thought that I'm his bestfriend-- told me his story. He said that his girlfriend can't understand him at all. He felt his girlfriend is spoiled and selfish. I heard his story and gave him some wise advice.
"Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?" -You Belong with Me
I told him to patient and survive if he really loves his girlfriend. And I also said it depends on him, he's the one who have to make decision. My appointment is just give him advices.
Two weeks later, he broke up with his girlfriend. I don't know what to feel. Happy or sad?
I started to hang out with Ken. I felt closer to him. We went out every Saturday night, to the mall, to the city park, to the amusement park, to the city library, to the cinema...
And then, that night, he took me to the cinema. We watched Valentine's Day. That was sweet to see Swifty and Lautner together :') After the film finished, we wanna go home. He held my right hand and we walked down the street to the parking lot. In front of the car, he stopped walking. He still held my right hand. He held my left hand softly and he looked deep into my eyes. I don't know what to do, I've never experienced it before. He came forward, got closer to me, and....it happened.
"It's a first kiss, it's flawless, really something, it's fearless." -Fearless
Aww... I felt like flying! My face turned into red. So did he. I looked at his face. He giggled. I smiled sheepishly (n_n) He opened the car door for me and took me home. Such a gentleman! Finally, we arrived in front of my house. I wanna go out of the car but he grabbed my hand. I waited for him to talk calmly.
He took a deep breath and said, "Taylor, I finally figured it out. You're the one who understands me. You're always beside me from the beginning. You're my destiny. I love you. Will you be my girlfriend?" I amazed. I nodded and said, "Yeah." ♥
"Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you, you're gonna believe them." -Fifteen
And since then, I became Ken's girlfriend. We passed the days happily. He tried to give the best for me. I thought he's perfect for me. But I was wrong.
One day, I walked alone to the city library.To reach the city library, I have to pass through the Fountain Park. And then, I saw him. With another girl. With my CLASSMATE! I approached them to make sure about what I saw.
"Ken! What are you doing here with her? I thought you were accompany your mother to the market! You've lied to me! I can't believe this!"
"Taylor, Tay, please. This isn't like what you think! Please let me explain..."
"NO. We are over. Our relationship ended up HERE!" I ran with tears running down my cheeks.
"As I pace back and forth all this time 'cause I honestly believe in you." -White Horse
Ken chased me. He caught me and hold my hand tightly. I rebelled. I wanna run away from him. I was betrayed and devastated :'(
He hugged my tight. I looked away from him.
"Tay, please look at me."
"Let me go, Ken. Leave me alone."
"Tay, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you..."
"Leave me alone now!" I was screaming and crying at the same time. Ken tried to wipe away my tears but I refused. He finally let go of his arms.
"Okay, I'll give you time to be alone. But remember this, Tay, I LOVE YOU. I'll be there when you need me." He left me alone.
A month passed. A month I didn't talk to Ken. I felt like my life is empty. Everytime I saw him on the hallway, I really wanna talk with him. But I still felt disappointed. Honestly, I really missed him.
"I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right." -Back to December
"Taylor." I thought I know this voice. I turned around. KEN.
"What are you doing here?"
"I miss you, Taylor. I really miss you." He hugged me. I stunned. I hugged him back.
"I miss you too, Ken."
"I really sorry, Tay, I hurted you. I promise I won't do it again. I don't wanna hurt you."
"No problem, Ken. I was too grumpy and selfish..."
"No, you're not! You are the best thing I've ever have!"
"Thank you. I love you, Ken..."
"I love you more, Tay..." ♥
"You are the best thing that's ever been mine." -Mine
Remember, this is just fiction, I made it, and I've never experienced it!
♥ ChaRiSa ♥